Turk Turkleton said:
That was a fun one. Great way to break up the monotonous miles through the year too, I bet.
It's been a rough few months on this side. After DNFing Wildstrubel 70k in September (came into mid point aid station 4 minutes late) I felt pretty down. I know I'll always be the type of runner who chases cutoffs at a lot of races but since the DNF was due to speed rather than injury it felt like all those deposits made in training were for not. I still logged some miles to finish out the year. Hit my annual birthday runathon (40 consecutive days of 4.0 miles to celebrate 40 years) but it was without much joy. Signed up last minute for a trail marathon locally in December to finish out the year but it didn't feel very strong.
Come the start of 2026 I was set on rebounding and had my eye on a 50k locally around Kathmandu in April or a 50k out in the western part of Nepal in May (or maybe both). 4 weeks ago I rolled my ankle and ate it bad on a trail and have been recovering since. Tried a few easy miles yesterday and it was still quite uncomfortable and has been sore since. 4 weeks of lost time and lost fitness has made me nix anything this spring and honestly I'm struggling to even want to get back on the horse.
I think the only thing moving me forward is knowing I'm at an age where if I don't continue soon, I might never continue.
I struggled a lot after my DNF at AC100. I already had something else on the calendar, so That didn't let me fester too long, but it definitely took a bit to dig out of that hole. I think we all go through it. I wasn't even coming off an DNF and yet REALLY struggled through the first few months of this year, just had zero motivation. That was due to being very, very close to moving near mountains and then having that fall through, knowing I was going to be slogging out hot, humid, flat miles again this year. However, I'm about to start training for AC100 again and I'm actually super excited to get back at it.
I've just found that motivation is a bit different these days. Maybe its just because I've been running so long that things have shifted or maybe its simply b/c I'm well past 40 and my mindset is a bit different. Last summer, I found that subbing in a long mountain bike every other week instead in place of a long run really helped. The bonus was that I didn't just hang up my mountain bike for months on end, but it gave me something to look forward to other than a long, humid run. And strangely, I have more people to ride with than run with, so it was nice to actually have company for a ride instead of months of solo running. It probably also kept me feeling fresher because it was less wear and tear on my body. I'm going to do that again this summer.
I guess all that to say, see if you can mix things up somehow to create some excitement.