10andBOUNCE said:
But He is not literally a physical door I can knock on or a Vine as I see in the jungle.
I am not downplaying the spiritual significance of these things, including the bread and wine, just because I do not think it is actually his flesh and blood I am consuming. It all has great spiritual significance, and I will even appeal that many "modern protestants" as Zobel called them do downplay it.
But again, you have no tradition to lean on with your understanding here. You have this weird half corruption then. Where you reject the high liturgical view of communion that prexisted your denomination for 1600 years, but you also reject the flat secular view that is just bread and wine.
Its not Christs blood and body, you are sure of it. But you're also sure its still something holy and the presence of God related, but certainly not the inherited tradition of every church that came before you.
You also believe that most of the other ways you interact with the church are mostly flat and secular as well. Thats why you have
just the 'sacrament' of communion and marriage.
Why reject the fullness here? Eastern Orthodoxy says its a holy mystery, its treated as the crown jewel sacramentally of the church, we have stories of Saints seeing heavenly angels participate in putting Christ in the cup.
Your church tradition believes in some limited version of the holy mystery where you can't explain it but you can explain what it isn't. Its treated as the crown jewel but only comparatively because all sacraments have been reduced, and no revelation as to what even is communion then.